I haven’t posted in a while because, well, my life is pretty dull right now. Things have slowed down with Tom, one of the cute English boys; last week he was talking about flying over to the U.S. to see me in July or August, this week, I’ve barely talked to him. He did send me quite the delicious photo of himself, though, so I gotta say, if he reappears at some point, I ain’t gonna be mad at him … and I haven’t even seen the goods yet. This was just a body shot. Dayum.

Houston Guy and I talk now and again, nothing much. He’ll be ok in a few years, once he gets his act together. He’s not bad as someone to text every once in a while.

Tonight, while watching yet another Lifetime movie, I was thinking about why I haven’t had a post-divorce relationship that lasted longer than 3 or 4 months. Of course, the easy answer is, they were all douchebags. But, personal growth does not come from blaming others, I’m afraid. The answer, unfortunately, is me. I’m the reason why I haven’t had a relationship that’s lasted.

I expect big changes in the next year. I will (fingers crossed) be having my gastric bypass surgery sometime within the next 2 months and I need to focus on myself right now …. although I’m a sucker for a cute boy, especially if he’s on another continent lol.